I love books and buy lots of books. I end up not reading most of them.
I started to realize that buying books is a chase for me. I am chasing the knowledge and wisdom of the books.
It feels like there is a gap or something missing in me that I want to get from the book.
Unfortunately, the book does not have the power to make me whole or fill my gaps.
The mind does not seem to have realized or internalized the truth. I continue chasing after books.